33 & 34, my dears.

it's going down, i'm yelling timmmmmmmber.

I wish I had tons of juicy drama to share, but alas, sometimes even my life is quiet.

yesterday K & I went thrift shopping. I ended up finding some fantastic stuffs. I got pictures i'll show you in a bit.

no more drama from casino. blessed, peaceful silence. I gotta say, i'm pretty happy about that.

and I've spent the last three days basically attached at the hip with lucky. it's been an interesting, fun situation. just us being friends spending time together. which we haven't been able to do for a really long time. there's been so much drama and pain and heartbreak and confusion between the two of us that we haven't been able to spend time alone comfortably in a while. it's been really nice, having my evenings with him. and last night he finally relented and let me take game of thrones home. and promised me that the moment I bring it back, we will go buy season 2 and watch it together. which makes me pretty happy. as does sitting next to him and bullshitting. I really missed my friend, i'm telling you.

so now i'm busy watching game of thrones and putting in even more job applications. I swear, living in a rural town has never been easy, but the past four years or so have literally exhausted me.

oh, let me make a note here. S & her husband have requested different nicknames on here, as has J. so they shall be the Squiggles family (which is their name in my phone, lolz) Mrs. Squiggles, Mr. Squiggles, E Squiggles, G Squiggles, & S Squiggles. And J has requested that his nickname now be Nightwalker lolz. Because he spends most of his time creeping around the house scaring the shit out of me. I think we'll go with Night for short.

and for the record, my name in her phone is Captain Awesome & in his it's Captain Slapaho. this is my family. be jealous. :))

this little lady is G Squiggles. the middle baby. she hates me. like, seriously. though here lately, she has been slowly warming up to me. every time it happens, i make Mrs take a photo as proof. :))

 

harry potter decals! woo! awesome find!

 

this incredibly gorgeous gown that I got for $5. it was my size and in absolutely perfect condition. AND IT FREAKING FIT ME WTF. so now I have nowhere to wear it lol. guess I should have agreed to casino's request, huh? ahahhahahahhahaha.

 

got me a new copy of my favorite book. :))

 

more harry potter decals.

 

game of thrones! wooop!

 

 

alrighty, back to business. I've got amazingness to watch!

 

toodles!

thursday (day 28), friday (day 29), & saturday (day 30! omg!)

seriously, I have been THE WORST BLOGGER these past few days. and I do apologize for that. but as I said, things have been busy. but let's get right into business here.

night 22.

tobin went with his dad right after he got home from school, so tonight was calvin & momma's night. not much to report since earlier, except that i'm feeling soooo good. I have only really taken my meds once today, and even though I still can't sing or talk loud or breathe very good after walking a whole lot, I feel pretty good.

calvin and i had a great night. he took a big bubble bath, ate dinner, and then we snuggled up in my bed to watch Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs 2 together. we saw it for the first time back in the summer at the drive-in, so it was totally exciting to get it to watch it again together. he got to eat cookie dough oreos. then i got to tuck him in all comfy with his gaga, his dinosaur dreamlite, and ratatouille. :))

then I took me a super hot shower, shaved/trimmed everything for no reason, got dressed in a beautiful silky nightgown, & even got my toes painted. and now i'm watching what to expect on netflix, before taking my night night medicine and passing out. because, literally, there is nothing else for me to do. so, here's some photos because that is all that is left.

 

freshly painted toes. told ya I would.

 

the bruise I JUST noticed after getting out of the shower. literally, JUST noticed it. I do not bruise easy. but I did realize that after the blood was literally pulled out of me, because the butterfly thing didn't work, it was hurting reeeally bad. ouch.

 

:))

my face is just terrible hahahahahahaha

I missed his face! he was too busy watching the movie.

 

so scary beautiful. :'))

 

the pharmacy on my desk lolz

 

"take a picture of me with GAGA!!"

 

so much randomness

 

kissy face

 

attack of the mommy on the gaga!

 

my face is just ridiculous

 

:)))

 

blurrrrrs

 

 

 

a normal one, wooooo

 

smiiiiiles

 

attack of the momma on calllllvin

 

hey hey!

 

seriously, where are the face police?

 

the lunch that was brought to me by my (chosen) sister KR. she is the bestest.

 

footsie with my pumpkin. <3

 

toodles, loves.