hmph.

got behind again. love that. no big update right now, but later this evening it's definitely on my to-do list. I've got some stuff I want to talk about. not exactly recent happenings, though we'll get into that too.

so until then, toodles. <3

32.

I am anxiously awaiting the day that you will be able to go all eternal sunshine in your brain. there are so many things and people that I would really like to forget all about. and there are things I wouldn't touch. it would probably be surprising to most people what i'd keep and what i'd wipe away.

so much.

Thursday post will be coming soon, followed shortly by today lolz.

I have literally been so insanely busy it's not even funny.

and right now, at this very minute, I have 50 minutes until my valentine's lunch date with a fella who literally is a whirlwind. I gots the feels for him and I am scared to death but I also feel so hopeful and ready to just go with it. I never go with it. I push it aside and delay it and ruin it. I never accept a good thing at face value.

so fuck it. here I go. I look gorgeous, feel gorgeous, & i'm ready to go be gorgeous & eat some yummy food. :))

wish me luck.. <3

toodles..

day 11.

more hilarity lolz. this one is my total favorite. I love that they think I'm so insecure & pitiful that calling me names is gonna hurt my feelings. :))

then leave it to one of my good friends, who actually attends mtsu & is the sole reason I even liked the page, to make me feel even better about the whole thing lol. love that woman.

figured i'd share this first thing, to immortalize the sheer ignorance. :)) had another back problem last night/this morning. & because J disappeared & left everything here, including his phone, it was K's kids who heard me screaming & helped me. heading to the doc when they open in a few hours, then i'll be back with an update about whatever the hell is wrong with me.

 

toodles! :))

 

*update!*

 

One of the girls who was commenting on this last night apparently sent me a message. I blocked her name out because the only people I feel like exposing on the internet are the losers, not the cool people.

 

 

I KNEW IT. haha. proof that normal, awesome people exist, right there. :))

 

day six.

*I wanted to post this last night around midnight, but the stupid photos wouldn't load, lolz, so I'm squeezing this in this morning. :))*

so, while I am still disgustingly tired, I FINALLY FINISHED MY FREAKING ROOM. so I thought I'd share it, with my regular lights on & with my twinkle lights.

because of my slightly lazy apartment complex, I do not have a ceiling light. there's just a hole with wires hanging out. yeeeah. so I had to figure out a way to have light in my very dark bedroom. I think I did a bomb job hahahah.

 

 

 

headless Frodo & Betty

this is my reading nook. it's winter-themed, because that's my favorite time to sit around & read, plus it's right by my window, so I can watch the snow fall (like it is now lolz)

bed ninja!

I jam to this when I wanna feel sexy lolz

Alright, now with my twinkle lights----

So yup. That's what I accomplished last night, compared to the hellacious mess previously. Fantastic, I know. But now I have to get me a cup of coffee, queue up the Drop Dead Diva & relax.

Toodles<3